One by one,they are fading away and new ones are coming replacing them in my heart.Do you get it?Forget it.Only I'll understand I guess.

I just sort of noticed something today.Friendships that last for an eternity is because it was sincere from the start.Friendships that don't last long is because either one party or both are just making use of each other for entertainment or their own insecurities.That's what I feel at least.I mean everyone is entitled an opinion right?Don't take it to heart what I say here.That's just what I feel about friendships lately.I mean,when I think of people that I were close to and people I used to hang out with and now we NEVER go out anymore and we feel weird when talking to one another,I ask myself WHAT HAPPEN?Did I change?Did she/he change?Was she/he even sincere from the start?

I shouldn't be complaining too much.It's not like as if I lost my whole social circle.It's just that 2 or 3 friends that I cared straight from the heart but we don't even talk much now.What more hang out.

Today,I almost cried.Guess why?Because I couldn't go for the farewell because of my menstrual cramps and my stupid busted back.My menstrual cramps was at its worse today.I used to raise an eyebrow when Hanis said her cramps were so bad that she could roll on the floor.Then today,I finally experienced it.I was rolling my life away from my bedroom to parents bedroom and back again more than 10 times.Someone shoot me!

That's all for today.I'm off.

LOVE~